[Limelight] Single Mom Reflecting on Herself at the Door of Her Adolescent Daughter

Netflix 'Gilboksun' Skilled Killer Role Jeon Do-yeon
Artfully Portrays Working Mom's Anxious Feelings
Chillingly Expresses Abnormal Signs, Contrasting Killer Activities
Complex and Subtle Performance Highlights... Culminates in Poignant Emotions

Director Byun Sung-hyun's 'Gil Bok-soon' is a mother-daughter coming-of-age film disguised as an action movie. Gil Bok-soon (Jeon Do-yeon) is a single mom. She is a skilled killer but feels stressed by parenting. After her daughter Gil Jae-young (Kim Si-a) becomes a middle school student, she feels rejected by her.

"When she used to come home, she would follow me around, chattering about everything from what happened at school to the lunch menu. Now she closes her door and doesn't even show her face. She has so many secrets that she even locks her phone with a password." "Having secrets means walls are starting to form." "Right, walls! (...) Killing people is simple compared to raising a child."

The uneasy mother-daughter relationship contains both personal and environmental factors. Gil Bok-soon was not loved by her parents during her childhood. She projects the anxiety she felt back then onto her daughter's changing behavior. Her inner turmoil makes her easily hurt by trivial matters. She never shows her feelings in front of her daughter. She either brushes it off with a smile or steals glances furtively.

Jeon Do-yeon concretizes the anxious feelings of working mothers with her proficient skills. The role was originally designed to fit her. Director Byun Sung-hyun said, "Before production, when we talked, there was a gap between actress Jeon Do-yeon and mom Jeon Do-yeon. We created a contradictory and ironic situation by casting her as a ruthless killer who is also a single mom raising a teenage daughter."

Jeon Do-yeon portrayed the signs of abnormality in a bleak manner. Even in common smiles, she infused uneasy and unpleasant emotions. In scenes where she occasionally loses her words, she bowed her head deeply. It is not an exaggerated expression. Gil Bok-soon has never experienced stable love. Without time to heal her painful past, she was trained in killing and busily carried out missions. She inevitably struggles with flexible responses.

She does not take good care of herself either. Clinical psychologist Hemma Kanovas Sawu argues in her book 'The Job of Being a Mom' that "The more a mother respects herself and acknowledges her limits, the more satisfying emotional bonds she can form with her children." "A mother cannot control everything, and perfection is just an ideal."

The disheveled look stands out even more in contrast to when she is active as a killer. Jeon Do-yeon shows a completely different face. In the first scene where she confronts Oda Shinichiro (Hwang Jung-min), she is depicted like a madwoman in the dark. Even in the fierce fight, she never loses her smile. The focus is on her face filled with exhilaration. It appears as if she is freely playing in the world, finally liberated from mother-daughter conflicts.

She is not simply carefree. Sometimes, anxiety overwhelms her that her identity might be discovered by her daughter. "Sometimes, when I see my face reflected in the dying person's eyes, I am scared to even make eye contact with my child when I get home."

This is the decisive reason why Gil Bok-soon cannot fully communicate with her daughter. Her stubbornness to show only a perfect image blocks intimate conversations. It is certainly necessary to adjust conversations to the child. However, if it becomes the only way, she thinks adults feel uncomfortable and hides emotional expressions.

Gil Bok-soon tries to avoid and only communicates one-way. "I'm not a flower that a mother grows. Just leave me alone." "You... do you think they just grow on their own? You have to water them, repot them, prune them, and pull out weeds. That's what I do." Children are not possessions. They need more resources to form their own ways. On that foundation, they weave experiences, values, and messages as they grow.

Jeon Do-yeon focused her acting on the process of learning this natural order. The turning point is the scene where Gil Jae-young reveals she is a lesbian. At the sudden confession, she stares at her daughter, and her whole body freezes instantly. She pretends to be calm but cannot hide her trembling eyes. This is a face Jeon Do-yeon shows for the first time in over 30 years as an actress. Within the meticulously set framework by Director Byun, she appears elegant yet desperate.

Mothers want to know almost everything about their children, but sex is an exception. They want to pretend not to know, overwhelmed by worry and anxiety, pacing anxiously. They also find it hard to completely ignore. What if something happens, grades drop, or the child resents the mother later? Many thoughts follow one after another. But when it comes to talking, it feels awkward and overwhelming. Conversations are already scarce, and they worry if the relationship will grow more distant, causing confusion.

Director Byun highlights the intersecting sincerity and fear as an opportunity for realistic self-reflection. "Do I have to not know you like this?" "What about you, mom? Are you honest with me?" This is a dilemma many mothers fall into. They are clumsy at starting with their own stories to show understanding and empathy. They talk about their children all day long, which is misunderstood as surveillance and interrogation. Children disappointed in their mothers tend to think their mothers are equally disappointed in them. Conversations between the two become increasingly difficult.

Gil Bok-soon remains dishonest with her daughter until the end. Even when her identity is revealed thanks to Cha Min-gyu (Seol Kyung-gu)'s consideration, it is the same. But she no longer avoids her daughter's gaze. She is ready to acknowledge the difference in their growth experiences and reflect on it. She reaches her daughter's heart and creates visible change. "Mom, you did well. Don't close the door. It's suffocating."

Jeon Do-yeon subtly expresses the face that turns back while walking away. Without any special settings or devices, she conveys ambiguous meanings. The joy of restoring the mother-daughter relationship, gratitude toward Cha Min-gyu, the feeling of futility, and pity for the daughter who must have agonized... All emotions culminate in a poignant sentiment. The face of a unique and irreplaceable mother.

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